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ch Dein wuerdigerer Junger. Von dir erfuellter jeden Tag Und jeden von mir leerer! O du, der uber Flehn vermag, Sei meines Flehns erhoerer! Der Glaub an dich und deine Kraft Sei Trieb von jedem Triebe! Sei du nur meine Leidenschaft, Du meine Freud und Liebe! * * * * * D. A few extracts from the little diaries referred to are here given: _May 15, 1857._--Box came from Mrs. Bumstead--my dear, kind friend-- containing _everything_; salmon, tomatoes, oranges, peaches, prunes, cocoa and ham, tea and sugar from her father.[3] How pleasant the kindness of friends! _21st._--Worked at planting aster seeds and putting in verbena cuttings--all in my room, of course. _23d._--First hepaticas in garden. Sweet peas coming up. Brownie hatched--_one_ chicken. _June 1st._--Books from dear Lizzy. "Sickness," may it do me good. [4] _28th._--Sent flowers to the B.'s, flowers and strawberries to Mrs. N., green peas to E. M., and trout to Mother Hopkins. _July 2d._--Continue to send strawberries--yesterday to the B.'s--to-day to A. B. and Miss G., with rosebuds. _Oct. 11th._--A beautiful autumn day. Could not leave my bed till near noon. Then Albert drove me down the lane and carried me into the woods in his arms. Eddy has collected $30 for Kansas. [5] _25th._--My whole time, night and day, is spent in setting traps for sleep. To-day the money was sent for Kansas--$55, of which $9 was from us. _Nov. 4th._--Election day. Great excitement. _5th._--Wretched news; it is feared that Buchanan is elected. _Nov. 17th._--The anniversary of my dear mother's death. My own can not be far distant. _I earnestly entreat that none of my friends will wear mourning for me_. _January 1, 1858._--Outwardly all looks dark--health at the lowest--brain irritated and suffering inexpressibly--but _underneath all_, thank God, some patience, some resignation, some quiet trust. If it were not for wearing out my friends! But this care, too, I must learn to cast on Him. _5th._--Albert is reading Miss Bronte's Life to me, and oh, how many chords vibrate deep in my soul as I hear of her _shyness_; her dread of coming in contact with others; her morbid sensitiveness and intense suffering from lowness of spirits; her thirst for knowledge, her consciousness of personal defects, etc., etc., etc. _9th._--Storms to-day "like mad." Present from Julia Willis. Each day seems a week long, but let me be thank
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