talk, to feel his
lips on hers, to hug him, to feel his hand wandering about her hidden
parts, that she meets him really for that purpose, just as much as he
meets her for the purpose. But they differ in this: he means to get her
if possible; she has made up her mind that whatever she may permit, he
shan't fuck her,--but she generally makes a mistake in that.

We went to Vauxhall, she told her mother she was going to the theatre
with Sarah and her husband (the woman who had said the bigger it was the
nicer it was), I was to take her to Sarah's when Vauxhall was over. I
gave her a lobster and champagne supper, she got spoony, I talked baudy,
she said it was abominable, this was all the Gardens. At length her
modesty broke. "Don't you want to piddle?" "I really do bad," said she
without hesitation. I took her to the ladies' place, and soon we left.
There were nice little houses not far from Vauxhall. I had been in the
afternoon, and paid for a room for the night to be sure of it, and took
her there. She would not go in till I said it was only to have another
glass of wine; but I believe she guessed what she was going in for. Then
I persuaded her to stop all night, the woman of the house was to call
us at six o'clock, so that she might get home early. She had made up her
mind to consent, and had no sham about it. I undressed her, tore my own
things off, threw myself on her, and with the first shove or two had
finished her virginity,--my prick went up with little difficulty.

We fucked all night, I revelled in her cunt. She was healthy,
full-blooded, randy-arsed, and spent like fun; we did it several times
before sleeping, then in the night, and awakened about eleven o'clock
next day. "Oh! my God," said she, "what will mother say,--I'm ruined."
"Well it's no use crying, you are in for it." A few tears, then a fuck,
a piddle, a wash,--and then refreshed we go through the ceremony, of
inspecting privates, and so fucking, looking, smelling, frigging, and
finger-stinking we lay till devilish hungry. Then we got up, and after
going to a chop-house and having food, I put her into a cab to go home.
I enjoyed myself much that night, a fresh cunt is always charming, and
there is such delight in killing modesty in a woman who has never been
fucked before; the struggle to get her to open her thighs to let you see
her cunt is in itself a delicious treat.

On the bed spunk lay in all directions, and over her chemise as well,
and ther