k my prick must have been
nearly a dozen times up her, and when ramming stiff for a long time
without spending she murmured, "Oh! pray dear leave off."

We fucked in no other fashion than belly to belly, we were naked the
whole night, and did nothing outside the bed. When I had paid for the
room, supper and breakfast, I only had a few shillings left. I told her.
"Never mind," said she, "you shall give me some money some day when I am
hard up;" so I paid her nothing then.

I recollect all this distinctly, I always do the incidents of a first
night with a female. When I am accustomed to them, the more striking
circumstances of our acquaintance remain in my memory. It seems to
me that first night's incidents will always remain fresh in my
recollection, excepting the number of fucks; I recollect up to about
half-a-dozen, then I lose count, there my memory of a first night alone
fails me.

I took a liking for Louisa. For nearly a year I had borne with the
frigidity of Sarah and her tyranny, "You shall only do it once,--I
won't,--I can't wait,--well go," were commands I had got accustomed to
obey, had bowed to refusals to allow her secret charms to be looked
at time after time, to have my prick ejected before the last injecting
throb had been given. I liked the woman, doted on her exquisite form,
liked the domesticity of sitting and reading to her, and at the same
time just feeling her cunt whilst she laid on the sofa, because I liked
her conversation, and because I was at times rewarded by rapturous
delight when she abandoned herself body and soul to me, I submitted to
all this. But I often rebelled, wished it was otherwise, and made up
my mind to leave her for other women, yet did not. I have said all this
before.

Now to have a splendidly made woman, who had as much pleasure with me as
I had with her, was overwhelming. I forgot Sarah for a time, and longed
for the repetition of the baudy, voluptuous hours I had had with the
big-armed, big-thighed Louisa, and counted the days till we met again.
The instant I set eyes upon her we went upstairs. "Let's get into bed."
Then it was a race who undressed the first. "Naked?" "Yes naked." She
laughed. "Look at your thing," said she as sitting down she pissed. It
was stiff as a poker; the next minute I was laying bedded on that soft
fleshy form, and we were spending. What a fat, luscious, and grand cunt
she had, though three fingers went up it easily.

Then to my delight she th