sick man," he dried his eyes with
a very dirty blue check handkerchief and sank into quiet weeping. A minute
passed.
"That's enough! Leave off," Ivan said peremptorily, sitting down again.
"Don't put me out of all patience."
Smerdyakov took the rag from his eyes. Every line of his puckered face
reflected the insult he had just received.
"So you thought then, you scoundrel, that together with Dmitri I meant to
kill my father?"
"I didn't know what thoughts were in your mind then," said Smerdyakov
resentfully; "and so I stopped you then at the gate to sound you on that
very point."
"To sound what, what?"
"Why, that very circumstance, whether you wanted your father to be
murdered or not."
What infuriated Ivan more than anything was the aggressive, insolent tone
to which Smerdyakov persistently adhered.
"It was you murdered him?" he cried suddenly.
Smerdyakov smiled contemptuously.
"You know of yourself, for a fact, that it wasn't I murdered him. And I
should have thought that there was no need for a sensible man to speak of
it again."
"But why, why had you such a suspicion about me at the time?"
"As you know already, it was simply from fear. For I was in such a
position, shaking with fear, that I suspected every one. I resolved to
sound you, too, for I thought if you wanted the same as your brother, then
the business was as good as settled and I should be crushed like a fly,
too."
"Look here, you didn't say that a fortnight ago."
"I meant the same when I talked to you in the hospital, only I thought
you'd understand without wasting words, and that being such a sensible man
you wouldn't care to talk of it openly."
"What next! Come answer, answer, I insist: what was it ... what could I
have done to put such a degrading suspicion into your mean soul?"
"As for the murder, you couldn't have done that and didn't want to, but as
for wanting some one else to do it, that was just what you did want."
"And how coolly, how coolly he speaks! But why should I have wanted it;
what grounds had I for wanting it?"
"What grounds had you? What about the inheritance?" said Smerdyakov
sarcastically, and, as it were, vindictively. "Why, after your parent's
death there was at least forty thousand to come to each of you, and very
likely more, but if Fyodor Pavlovitch got married then to that lady,
Agrafena Alexandrovna, she would have had all his capital made over to her
directly after the wedding, for she
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