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rl; And the wheels, big and little, still whirl, whirl, whirl. ... accompaniment _agitato_, imitating the roar of the machinery! This is not endurable ... ought not to be ... should it now? Do tell me. May God bless you, very dearest! Let me hear how you are--and think how I am Your own.... _R.B. to E.B.B._ [Post-mark, March 2, 1846.] Dearest, I have been kept in town and just return in time to say why you have _no_ note ... to-morrow I will write ... so much there is to say on the subject of this letter I find. Bless you, all beloved-- R.B. Oh, do not sleep another night on that horrible error I have led you into! The 'Dulwich Gallery'!--!!!--oh, no. Only some pictures to be sold at the Greyhound Inn, Dulwich--'the genuine property of a gentleman deceased.' _R.B. to E.B.B._ Sunday Evening. [Post-mark, March 2, 1846.] One or two words, if no more, I must write to dearest Ba, the night would go down in double blackness if I had neither written nor been written to! So here is another piece of 'kindness' on my part, such as I have received praise for of late! My own sweetest, there is just this good in such praise, that by it one comes to something pleasantly definite amid the hazy uncertainties of mere wishes and possibilities--while my whole heart does, _does_ so yearn, love, to do something to prove its devotion for you; and, now and then, amuses itself with foolish imaginings of real substantial services to which it should be found equal if fortune so granted; suddenly you interpose with thanks, in such terms as would all too much reward the highest of even those services which are never to be; and for what?--for a note, a going to Town, a ----! Well, there are definite beginnings certainly, if you will recognise them--I mean, that since you _do_ accept, far from 'despising this day of small things,' then I may take heart, and be sure that even though none of the great achievements should fall to my happy chance, still the barrenest, flattest life will--_must_ of needs produce in its season better fruits than these poor ones--I keep it, value it, now, that it may produce such. Also I determine never again to 'analyse,' nor let you analyse if the sweet mo
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