rein-in, when
they serve a man of family. They boast of their master's pedigree and
descent, as if they were related to him. Nor is any thing they know of
him, or of his affairs, a secret to one another, were it a matter that
would hang him.

If so, thought I, men of family should take care to give them subjects
worth boasting of.

I am quite at a loss, said I, what to do or where to go. Would you, Mr.
Lovelace, in earnest, advise me to think of going to London?

And I looked at him with stedfastness. But nothing could I gather from
his looks.

At first, Madam, said he, I was for proposing London, as I was then more
apprehensive of pursuit. But as your relations seem cooler on that head,
I am the more indifferent about the place you go to.--So as you are
pleased, so as you are easy, I shall be happy.

This indifference of his to London, I cannot but say, made me incline
the more to go thither. I asked him (to hear what he would say) if he
could recommend me to any particular place in London?

No, he said: none that was fit for me, or that I should like. His friend
Belford, indeed, had very handsome lodgings near Soho-square, at a
relation's, whose wife was a woman of virtue and honour. These, as Mr.
Belford was generally in the country, he could borrow till I was better
accommodated.

I was resolved to refuse these at the first mention, as I should any
other he had named. Nevertheless, I will see, thought I, if he has
really thought of these for me. If I break off the talk here, and he
resume this proposal with earnestness in the morning, I shall apprehend
that he is less indifferent than he seems to be about my going to
London, and that he has already a lodging in his eye for me. And then I
will not go at all.

But after such generous motions from him, I really think it a little
barbarous to act and behave as if I thought him capable of the blackest
and most ungrateful baseness. But his character, his principles, are so
faulty! He is so light, so vain, so various, that there is no certainty
that he will be next hour what he is this. Then, my dear, I have no
guardian now; no father, no mother! only God and my vigilance to depend
upon. And I have no reason to expect a miracle in my favour.

Well, Sir, said I, [rising to leave him,] something must be resolved
upon: but I will postpone this subject till to-morrow morning.

He would fain have engaged me longer: but I said I would see him as
early as he pleased