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g but a point, may I become a proverbial scoff for levity and base ingratitude. FAULKLAND Ah! Julia, that last word is grating to me. I would I had no title to your gratitude! Search your heart, Julia; perhaps what you have mistaken for love, is but the warm effusion of a too thankful heart. JULIA For what quality must I love you? FAULKLAND For no quality! To regard me for any quality of mind or understanding, were only to esteem me. And for person--I have often wished myself deformed, to be convinced that I owed no obligation there for any part of your affection. JULIA Where nature has bestowed a show of nice attention in the features of a man, he should laugh at it as misplaced. I have seen men, who in this vain article, perhaps, might rank above you; but my heart has never asked my eyes if it were so or not. FAULKLAND Now this is not well from you, Julia--I despise person in a man--yet if you loved me as I wish, though I were an AEthiop, you'd think none so fair. JULIA I see you are determined to be unkind! The contract which my poor father bound us in gives you more than a lover's privilege. FAULKLAND Again, Julia, you raise ideas that feed and justify my doubts. I would not have been more free--no--I am proud of my restraint. Yet--yet--perhaps your high respect alone for this solemn compact has fettered your inclinations, which else had made a worthier choice. How shall I be sure, had you remained unbound in thought and promise, that I should still have been the object of your persevering love? JULIA Then try me now. Let us be free as strangers as to what is past: my heart will not feel more liberty! FAULKLAND There now! so hasty, Julia! so anxious to be free! If your love for me were fixed and ardent, you would not lose your hold, even though I wished it! JULIA Oh! you torture me to the heart! I cannot bear it. FAULKLAND I do not mean to distress you. If I loved you less I should never give you an uneasy moment. But hear me. All my fretful doubts arise from this. Women are not used to weigh and separate the motives of their affections: the cold dictates of prudence, gratitude, or filial duty, may sometimes be mistaken for the pleadings of the heart. I would not boast--yet let me say, that I have neither age, person, nor character, to found dislike on; my fortune such as few ladies could be charged with indiscretion in the match. O Julia! when love receives such countenance from p
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