like that?
JULIAN
Sad?... No, it's entirely too natural a process for that.
FELIX
I can't see it that way. Look here. To burn a letter, or a picture, or
something of that kind, immediately after you have got it--that seems
quite natural to me. But something at all worthy of being kept as a
remembrance of some poignant joy or equally poignant sorrow would seem
incapable of ever losing its significance again. And especially in the
case of a life like yours, that has been so rich and so active.... It
would seem to me that at times you must feel something like--awe in the
face of your own past.
JULIAN
Where do you get such thoughts--you, who are so young?
FELIX
They just came into my head this minute.
JULIAN
You are not so very much mistaken, perhaps. But there is something else
besides, that makes me want to clean house. I am about to become
homeless, so to speak.
FELIX
Why?
JULIAN
I'm giving up my rooms here, and don't know yet what my next step will
be. And so I think it's more pleasant to let these things come to a
decent end rather than to put them in a box and leave them to molder
away in a cellar.
FELIX
But don't you feel sorry about a lot of it?
JULIAN
Oh, I don't know.
FELIX
And then you must have mementoes that mean something to other people
besides yourself. Sketches of all kinds, for instance, which I think
you have saved to some extent.
JULIAN
Are you thinking of those little things I showed you in Salzburg?
FELIX
Yes, of those too, of course.
JULIAN
They are still wrapped up. Would you like to have them?
FELIX
Indeed, I should feel very thankful. They seemed to have a particular
charm for me. (_Pause_) But there's something else I wanted to ask of
you. A great favor. If you will let me....
JULIAN
Tell me, please.
FELIX
I thought you might still have left a picture of my mother as a young
girl. A small picture in water colors painted by yourself.
JULIAN
Yes, I did paint such a picture.
FELIX
And you have still got it?
JULIAN
I guess it can be found.
FELIX
I should like to see it.
JULIAN
Did your mother remember this picture...?
FELIX
Yes, she mentioned it to me the last evening I ever saw her--the
evening before she died. At the time I didn't imagine, of course, that
the end was so near--and I don't think she could guess it either.
To-day it seems rather peculiar to me that, on that very evening, s
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