e impossible to me that she could
have had anything in mind when she left the house--that she could know
already--that she was going away forever.
FELIX
Perhaps though....
WEGRAT
Of course, she was very reserved--especially of late, since the death
of her mother.... I wonder if it could be that?... Would you think that
possible, Doctor?
REUMANN (_shrugs his shoulders_)
FELIX
Did any one of us really know her? And who takes a real interest in
another person anyhow?
REUMANN
It is apparently fortunate that such is the case. Otherwise we should
all go mad from pity or loathing or anxiety. (_Pause_) Now I must get
around to my patients. There are a few calls that cannot be postponed.
I shall be back by dinner-time. Good-by for a while. (_He goes out_)
WEGRAT
To think that you can watch a young creature like her grow up--can see
the child turn into girl, and then into a young lady--can speak
hundreds of thousands of words to her.... And one day she rises from
the table, puts on hat and coat, and goes ... and you have no idea as
to whether she has slipped away--if into nothingness or into a new
life.
FELIX
But whatever may have happened, father--she wanted to get away from us.
And in that fact, I think, we should find a certain consolation.
WEGRAT (_shakes his head in perplexity_)
Everything is fluttering away--willingly or unwillingly--but away it
goes.
FELIX
Father, we can't tell what may have happened. It's conceivable, at
least, that Johanna may have formed some decision which she does not
carry out. Perhaps she will come back in a few hours, or days.
WEGRAT
You believe ... you think it possible, do you?
FELIX
Possible--yes. But if she shouldn't come--of course, father, I shall
give up the plan of which I told you yesterday. Under circumstances
like these I couldn't think of going so far away from you for such a
long time.
WEGRAT (_to Julian_)
And now he's going to sacrifice himself for my sake!
FELIX
Perhaps I could arrange to have myself transferred here.
WEGRAT
No, Felix, you know very well that I couldn't accept such a thing.
FELIX
But it's no sacrifice. I assure you, father, that I stay with you only
because I _can't_ go away from you now.
WEGRAT
Oh, yes, Felix, you can--you will be able. And you are not to stay here
for my sake--you mustn't. I could never be sure that it would prove of
any help to me to have you give up a plan which you ha
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