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're a coward! You know you're a coward! You're going to be killed! You're a little fool to get yourself killed!'" "And yet you went on? You did not obey these voices?" "I went on because I was desperate. I tell you I wanted to die. What is the use of living if one is persecuted like this? There is nothing to live for, is there?" He met her pathetic look with confidence. "I think there is, Mrs. Wells. There is a lot to live for. Those hallucinations and dreams are not as uncommon as you think. I could give you cases of shell shock patients who have suffered in this way and come back to normal health. You have been through enough, my young friend, to bring about a somewhat hysterical condition that is susceptible of cure, if you will put yourself in favorable conditions. Do you mind if I ask you straight out whether you have any objections to marrying a second time?" "N--no, that is to say I--er----" The color burned in her cheeks and Owen took note of this under his grizzled brows. "As an old friend of the family--I mean Herrick's family--may I ask you if you would have any objection to Captain Herrick as a husband--assuming that you are willing to accept any husband?" "I like Captain Herrick very much, I--I think I care for him more than any man I know, but----" "Well? If you love Herrick and he loves you----" Owen broke off here with a new thought, "Ah, perhaps that is the trouble, perhaps Captain Herrick has not told you that he loves you? I hope, dear lady, I am not forcing your confidence?" "No, doctor, I want you to know. Captain Herrick cares for me, he loves me, he has asked me to marry him, but--I have refused him." "But why--if you love him? Why refuse him?" "Oh, can't you see? Can't you understand? How could I think of such a thing, knowing, as I do, that something is wrong with my mind? It is quite impossible. Besides, there is another reason." "Another reason?" he repeated. "It has to do with my married life. As I said I would rather tell you about that some other time--if you don't mind?" He saw that she could go no farther. "Exactly, some other time. Let us say in about two weeks. During that time my prescription for you is a rest down at Atlantic City with long walks and a dip in the pool every morning. Come back then and tell me how you feel, and don't think about those dreams and voices. But think about your past life--about those things that you find it hard to tell me
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