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"No; all is _not_ at an end between us. We do not part for ever. _Now_, even at this moment, I could bring you on your knees at my feet; I could force you to implore my pity, my forbearance, ill-fated, unhappy girl, whom I love with that fierce love, which idolises one hour and hates the next. No, we do not part for ever; through life I shall be at your side, either to worship and adore you, to be all in all to you, in spite of man and laws, and duties and ties; or else to haunt your path, to spoil your joys, to wring your soul. Ellen, I must be the blessing or the curse of your life. _Never_ shall I be indifferent to you. You have refused, in ignorance, in madness, you have refused to be my wife. You shall be my victim! Either you shall love me as wildly, as passionately as I love you, and weep with tears of blood that you spurned me to-day; or if ever you love another, I will stand between him and you, and with each throb of love for him, there will be in your heart a pang of fear, a shudder of terror, a thought of me. This is our parting--you would have it so--farewell!" He rushed back to the sea-shore; I walked on, unable to collect my thoughts. When I arrived at the inn, I found everybody at luncheon. There was a great deal of conversation going on, and discussions as to the time and manner of our return; I felt bewildered, and scarcely understood the meaning of what was said. Mrs. Brandon, in pity for me, I suppose, took Rosa's place in the pony-chaise; she did not say much to me, but had the kindness to allow me to lean back, and cry in quiet. She evidently thought that never had there been a girl so in love, or so broken-hearted before. She was very good-natured, but there was a shade of pique in her manner, which probably arose from my refusal to avail myself of her help for the secret marriage which had been proposed. We arrived late at Brandon. I was obliged to go to bed with a raging head-ache--found that Mrs. Swift, my aunt's maid, had arrived--took leave of Mrs. Brandon, and of the other women in the house, in my room that night--did not see Henry again--and at seven o'clock the following morning was already at some distance from Brandon, on my way to Elmsley. CHAPTER VIII. "Why did he marry Fulvia and not love her?" SHAKESPEARE. My journey back to Elmsley was everyway a very different one from that which I had made from it a month before. The weather was cold and windy, and
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