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e replied, "is a word easily uttered; but could you as easily prescribe to me a line of conduct to follow?" "Of that, your conscience, if you have one," I answered impatiently, "ought to inform you." "Would you wish me," he returned with a sneer, "to feed birds in the square half the day, and nurse sick people during the other half? Shall I learn to make lint and choose baby-clothes?" "Oh no!" I exclaimed; "I never supposed for a single instant that you could equal Alice, or do, in all your life, the good that she does in one day; but if you showed her confidence and kindness,--if you treated her as she ought to be treated..." "She would love me,--which she does not now!" "I am persuaded she does." "No she does _not_," he answered, with some vehemence. "I do not call that _love_ which never made the voice tremble, or the heart beat. _Is_ that love which never betrays itself by emotion, Ellen? Can _love_ leave the soul calm, and the spirits unruffled?" "Not yours--not mine, perhaps, Henry; but oh, let us not judge purer and higher natures than ours, by the tests of our own wayward and ill-governed minds. Indeed--indeed, Alice loves you." "She loves me as she loves her grandmother, her brother Johnny, and half the children and the beggars in the square. You must excuse me if that is not my notion of _love_. Do not look so indignantly at me, Ellen; I speak bitterly, but it is not against _her_ that I am bitter. I would give all I possess at this moment that I could set her free, and send her out into life once more, unshackled by hateful ties, and at liberty to choose another destiny. But the die is cast; and she and I must drag on existence together through the dreary journey of life." "But, Henry--dear Henry," I exclaimed, "why will you not try to gain her love? If you do not think she loves you _now_, she might--she would, if you sought it." "And if she did? If that calm nature was roused into something like feeling; if a spark of passion lighted on that frozen surface; if, following my sister's blind advice, I sent out that ignorant child into the world and society, to learn what it is to love and to be loved; to hear that she is beautiful; to be told that her husband ought to live in the light of her eyes; ought to carry her in his heart, and prize each hair of her head as a treasure of countless price. If she was to be told all this, and then at home find his eyes averted, his voice cold,
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