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e for. It was to have her picture taken. "I am very sorry, but if father is really sick I ought to go." "Rhesus is under saddle," said Jerome. "Shall I ride over and find out just how he is? I can do so in a very few minutes." "No!" said Mell, with quick speech and restrained emphasis. Whom would he see there? What would he hear? Her mother in an old cotton frock, talking bad grammar. And Jerome was so delicate in his tastes, so fastidious and aesthetic. "No," said Mell, decidedly. "I'm much obliged, but--" "Yes," interposed Mrs. Rutland, "I wish you would go, for Rube is not here and I've no notion of letting Mell go unless it is necessary." "Did you say I must not?" inquired Jerome, addressing Mell and not moving. "Go, if Mrs. Rutland wishes it," stammered Mell, furiously angry with herself that she could not utter such commonplace words to him without getting all in a tremor. They were all blind, these people, or they must have seen, long ago, how it stood with Jerome and herself. He was back in an incredibly short space of time. "I saw your mother," Jerome reported. (Great heavens! in her poke-berry homespun, without a doubt!) "Your father is quite sick, but not dangerously so. He only fancied seeing you, but can wait until to-morrow." While the old man waited, Mell had her pretty face photographed for Rube. He drove her home in the buggy the next morning. Coming in sight of the quiet and shade of the old farm-house and recalling, as a forgotten dream, its honest industry, its homely manners, its sweet simplicity, Mell marvelled at her own sensations. Could it be gladness, this feeling that swept over her at sight of the old home? Yes, it was gladness. Perplexed in mind, heavy at heart, and fretted to the lowest depths of her soul by this struggle within her, which seemed to be never ending, Mell was glad to get back into the quietude of the old farm house after the continuous strain and excitement of the past few weeks. The flowers in the little garden stirred gently in the breeze; there was a gleam of blue sky above the low roof; birds chirped softly in the euonymus hedge under the window of her own little room, and the tranquillity and serenity and staidness of the spot soothed her feverish mind and calmed her feverish spirit. It was lonely, desolate, mean, and poor, but none the less a refuge from the storms of a higher region; from the weariness of pleasure and the burden of empty enjoym
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