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ut what are your leanings now? Don't beat about the bush; speak out your wishes plainly. I am not a brute. I would release a woman at the very altar, if her inclinations leaned in another direction. Do you imagine I would care to marry a woman, however much I might love her, whose heart was occupied by another? Where would be the sanctity of such a marriage? I would be the worse defrauded man of the two. So, Melville, if there is any one you like better than you do me, speak it now. Tell me plainly, do you care for me--or some one else?" Now, Mell, here's your chance; hasten to redeem your past. He has put the whole thing before you in a nutshell. You know just how he thinks and how he feels. After this, you dare not further betray a heart so noble, so forbearing, so true! Tell him, Mell; tell him, for your own sake; tell him, for his sake; tell him, for God's sake! Come, Mell, speak--speak quick! Don't wait a second, a single second! A second is a very little bit of time, the sixtieth part of one little minute; but, short as it is, if you hesitate, it will be long enough for you to remember that you may live to be a very old woman, and pass all your life in this old farm-house, utterly monotonous and wearisome; that you will be very lonely; that you will be very poor; that you will be very unhappy; that you will miss Rube's jewels and Rube's sugar plums and Rube's hourly devotions, to which you have now become so well accustomed;--short, but long enough to remember all this. So speak, Mell, quick! quick! The second is gone before Mell speaks. It was a long second for Rube. "O Mell, Mell! can it be that you care for him and not for me? At least, let _me_ hear it--let me hear the truth! I can bear anything better than this uncertainty." Even this bitter cry brought forth no response. The dumbness of Dieffenbachia lay upon Mell's tongue. "I see how it is," said Rube, turning to go. "No, you don't!" exclaimed Mell, pulling him back. She was now desperate. Her tear-stained face broke into April sunshine. "I do not care for that other. How could you think so? Once I thought so myself; it was a delusion. A woman cannot love a selfish, tyrannical, overbearing creature like that!--not really, though she may think so for a time; but you, Rube, you are the quintessence of goodness! you are worth a dozen such men as he!" "So it's me!" ejaculated Rube. "I am the lucky dog! I am the quintessence of goodness!" He d
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