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may be another man's shame, and both true men. So, perhaps, no cause is great in itself, but only great in the conception of the soul who conceives it and who fights for it. Out of Jerome's presence, Mell had branded him as a being selfish, tyrannical, and incapable of long retaining a woman's love; in his presence she only knew he was the embodiment of life's supreme good. But worse than a flaming sword was now the sight of the man she loved. She dreaded the sound of his coming voice as she dreaded the trump of Doom. What would he say--he who handled words as a skilful surgeon manipulates cutting-instruments, to kill or cure--what would he say to the woman who had been untrue to her word? He said absolutely nothing. No formal salutation passed between the two. Drawing a chair directly in front of the hostess, by whom his coming was so little expected, Jerome sat down upon it and regarded the agitated face and the almost cowering form of the woman before him, in profound silence. She had dreaded his words, had she? Heavens! This wordless arraignment of her guilty self at the bar of her own conscience, her silent accuser both judge and jury, and only two wretched hearts, which ached as one, for witness, was worse than a true bill found in a crowded court of justice. A storm of angry words, a typhoon, a sorocco, a veritable Dakota blizzard of sweeping invective, would have been easy lines compared to this. She would die--Mell knew she would--of sheer shame and self-reproach, before this awful silence, which threatened to continue to the end of time, was ever broken. Would he never open his mouth and say something, no matter how dreadful? He did, at last. "Mellville," said Jerome, gently, "are you glad to see me?" "No!" passionately. "Not glad? Then you are the most ungrateful, as well as the most faithless, of mortal beings. I have travelled long to get here. My reaching here in time was uncertain, well nigh a hopeless matter; but nothing is hopeless to the man who dares. What did I come for? Do you know?" "To load me with reproaches. Do it and begone!" "No, Mell; I have not come for that! There's no salvation in abuse, and I have come to save. Perhaps, Mell, there is no one in the whole world who understands you--your nature, in its strength and in its weakness--as well as I. You are not a perfect woman, Mell; you have one fault, but even that fault I love because I so love you! And I see s
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