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uld give her strength to persevere. To see him and to hear him would ruin her peace of mind, and peace of mind was essential to the reverent reception of the Sacrament. It was lost already, or very nearly. She stopped in her walk, she looked into her soul, she asked herself if any thought had crossed her mind which would render her unfit for Communion ... and on the spot she resolved to go straight to Monsignor and consult him. He would advise her, he would find some way out of the difficulty. But it was now six; she could not get to St. Joseph's before seven. It was late, but she did not think he would refuse to see her; he would know that it was only a matter of the greatest moment that would bring her to inquire for him at that hour. It was as she expected. Monsignor did not receive anyone so late in the evening. "Yes, I know, but I think Monsignor Mostyn will see me. Tell him--tell him that my business does not admit delay." She was shown into the same waiting-room. This seemed to her a favourable presage, and she offered up a prayer that Monsignor would not refuse to see her; everything depended on that. She listened for his step; twice she was mistaken; at last the door opened. It was he, and he guessed, before she had time to speak, what had happened. "One of those men," he said, "has come again into your life?" She nodded, and, still unable to speak, she searched in her pocket for their letters. "I received these letters to-day--one this morning, the other, Sir Owen's, just now. That was why I came. I felt that I had to see you." "Pray sit down, my child, you are agitated." He handed her a chair. "You remember you said I might go to Communion on Sunday, and if I were to meet him to-morrow it would--there is no temptation, I don't mean that--but I do not wish to be reminded of things which you told me I was to try to forget." The priest stood reading the letters, and Evelyn sat looking into space, absorbed in the desire to escape from Owen. All her faith was in Monsignor, and she believed he would be able to save her from Owen's intrusion. "I don't think you need fear anything from Mr. Dean." "No, not from him." Monsignor continued to read Ulick's letter. Evelyn wished he would read Owen's; Ulick's interested her not in the least. "Mr. Dean seems a very extraordinary person. Does he believed in astrology, the casting of horoscopes, or is it mere affectation?" "I don't know; he alway
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