have done well to dine beforehand, for not so much
as a fowl is left in the place, so dire are the extremities to which you
see me reduced."
Sighing deeply, he took Platon by the arm (it was clear that he did
not look for any sympathy from Constantine) and walked ahead, while
Constantine and Chichikov followed.
"Things are going hard with me, Platon Mikhalitch," continued Khlobuev.
"How hard you cannot imagine. No money have I, no food, no boots. Were
I still young and a bachelor, it would have come easy to me to live on
bread and cheese; but when a man is growing old, and has got a wife
and five children, such trials press heavily upon him, and, in spite of
himself, his spirits sink."
"But, should you succeed in selling the estate, that would help to put
you right, would it not?" said Platon.
"How could it do so?" replied Khlobuev with a despairing gesture. "What
I might get for the property would have to go towards discharging my
debts, and I should find myself left with less than a thousand roubles
besides."
"Then what do you intend to do?"
"God knows."
"But is there NOTHING to which you could set your hand in order to clear
yourself of your difficulties?"
"How could there be?"
"Well, you might accept a Government post."
"Become a provincial secretary, you mean? How could I obtain such a
post? They would not offer me one of the meanest possible kind. Even
supposing that they did, how could I live on a salary of five hundred
roubles--I who have a wife and five children?"
"Then try and obtain a bailiff's post."
"Who would entrust their property to a man who has squandered his own
estate?"
"Nevertheless, when death and destitution threaten, a man must either
do something or starve. Shall I ask my brother to use his influence to
procure you a post?"
"No, no, Platon Mikhalitch," sighed Khlobuev, gripping the other's hand.
"I am no longer serviceable--I am grown old before my time, and find
that liver and rheumatism are paying me for the sins of my youth. Why
should the Government be put to a loss on my account?--not to speak of
the fact that for every salaried post there are countless numbers of
applicants. God forbid that, in order to provide me with a livelihood
further burdens should be imposed upon an impoverished public!"
"Such are the results of improvident management!" thought Platon to
himself. "The disease is even worse than my slothfulness."
Meanwhile Kostanzhoglo, walking b
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