FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   251   252   253   254   255   256   257   258   259   260   261   262   263   264   265   266   267   268   269   270   271   272   273   274   275  
276   277   278   279   280   281   282   283   284   285   286   287   288   289   290   291   292   293   294   295   296   297   298   299   300   >>   >|  
life and mine for the mere shadow of a memory which you choose to take for a binding promise. I will not let you do it." "You will not?" She looked at him quickly with an expression of resistance. "No--I will not," he repeated. "We have too much at stake. You shall not lose all for both of us." "You are wrong, dear one," she said, with sudden softness. "If you love me, you should believe me and trust me. I can give you nothing but unhappiness--" "You have given me the only happiness I ever knew--and you ask me to believe that you could make me unhappy in any way except by not loving me! Consuelo--my darling--are you out of your senses?" "No. I am too much in them. I wish I were not. If I were mad I should--" "What?" "Never mind. I will not even say it. No--do not try to take my hand, for I will not give it to you. Listen, Orsino--be reasonable, listen to me--" "I will try and listen." But Maria Consuelo did not speak at once. Possibly she was trying to collect her thoughts. "What have you to say, dearest?" asked Orsino at length. "I will try to understand." "You must understand. I will make it all clear to you and then you will see it as I do." "And then--what?" "And then we must part," she said in a low voice. Orsino said nothing, but shook his head incredulously. "Yes," repeated Maria Consuelo, "we must not see each other any more after this. It has been all my fault. I shall leave Rome and not come back again. It will be best for you and I will make it best for me." "You talk very easily of parting." "Do I? Every word is a wound. Do I look as though I were indifferent?" Orsino glanced at her pale face and tearful eyes. "No, dear," he said softly. "Then do not call me heartless. I have more heart than you think--and it is breaking. And do not say that I do not love you. I love you better than you know--better than you will be loved again when you are older--and happier, perhaps. Yes, I know what you want to say. Well, dear--you love me, too. Yes, I know it. Let there be no unkind words and no doubts between us to-day. I think it is our last day together." "For God's sake, Consuelo--" "We shall see. Now let me speak--if I can. There are three reasons why you and I should not marry. I have thought of them through all last night and all to-day, and I know them. The first is my solemn vow to the dying man who loved me so well and who asked nothing but that--whose wife
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   251   252   253   254   255   256   257   258   259   260   261   262   263   264   265   266   267   268   269   270   271   272   273   274   275  
276   277   278   279   280   281   282   283   284   285   286   287   288   289   290   291   292   293   294   295   296   297   298   299   300   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Orsino

 

Consuelo

 

understand

 

listen

 
repeated
 

indifferent

 

easily

 

parting


tearful
 

glanced

 
softly
 
doubts
 

thought

 

reasons

 

solemn

 

happier


breaking

 

unkind

 

heartless

 

unhappiness

 
softness
 

sudden

 

happiness

 

unhappy


choose

 

binding

 
memory
 
shadow
 

promise

 
expression
 

resistance

 

quickly


looked
 

loving

 

darling

 
thoughts
 
dearest
 

length

 

incredulously

 

collect


senses

 

Possibly

 

Listen

 
reasonable