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es. You're right, you dear, kind old boy; but--" "We can do nothing," I went on. "Even if she is ill, or in danger, we can do nothing till we have news of her. But she is in God's hands, as we all are, little woman." "I do pray for her, Maurice," she avowed piteously. "But--but--" "That's all you can do, dear, but it is much also. More things are wrought by prayer than this world dreams of. Keep on praying--and trusting--and the prayers will be answered." She looked at me through her tears, lovingly, but with some astonishment. "Why, Maurice, I've never heard you talk like that before." "I couldn't have said it to any one but you, dear," I said gruffly; and we were silent for a spell. But she understood me, for we both come from the same sturdy old Puritan stock; we were both born and reared in the faith of our fathers; and in this period of doubt and danger and suffering it was strange how the old teaching came back to me, the firm fixed belief in God "our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble." That faith had led our fathers to the New World, three centuries ago, had sustained them from one generation to another, in the face of difficulties and dangers incalculable; had made of them a great nation; and I knew it now for my most precious heritage. "_I should utterly have fainted; but that I believe verily to see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. O tarry thou the Lord's leisure; be strong and He shall comfort thy heart; and put thou thy trust in the Lord._ "_Through God we will do great acts; and it is He that shall tread down our enemies._" Half forgotten for so many years, but familiar enough in my boyhood,--when my father read a psalm aloud every morning before breakfast, and his wrath fell on any member of the household who was absent from "the reading,"--the old words recurred to me with a new significance in the long hours when I lay brooding over the mystery and peril which encompassed the girl I loved. They brought strength and assurance to my soul; they saved me from madness during that long period of forced inaction that followed my collapse at the police court. Mary, and Jim, too,--every one about me, in fact,--despaired of my life for many days, and now that I was again convalescent and they brought me down to the Cornish cottage, my strength returned very slowly; but all the more surely since I was determined, as soon as possible, to go in search of Ann
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