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e picture of disgust and scorn. "That's another thing," said she. "At least the King would not hear of such a marriage as this." "Do you want to marry him?" I asked Victoria, chiefly, I confess, in curiosity. I had risen--or fallen--in some degree to my position, and it seemed strange to me that my sister should wish to marry this Baron Fritz. "I--I love him, Augustin," groaned Victoria. "She knows it's impossible, as well as you do," said my mother. "She doesn't really want to do it." Victoria cried quietly, but made no reply or protest. I was bewildered; I did not understand then how we may passionately desire a thing which we would not do, and may snatch at the opposition of others as an excuse alike for refusal and for tears. Looking back, I do not think had we set Victoria free in the boat, and put the sculls in her hands, that she would have rowed over to Waldenweiter. But did she, then, deserve no pity? Perhaps she deserved more; for not two weak creatures like the Princess (I crave her pardon) and myself stood between her and her wishes, but she herself--the being that she had been fashioned into, her whole life, her nature, and her heart, as our state had made them. If our soul be our prison, and ourself the jailer, in vain shall we plan escape or offer bribes for freedom; wheresoever we go we carry the walls with us, and if death, then death alone can unlock the gates. The scene grew quieter. Victoria rose, and threw herself into a chair in a weary, puzzled desolation; my mother sat quite still, with eyes intent on the floor, and lips close shut. A sense of awkwardness grew strong on me; I wanted to get out of the room. They would not fight any more now; they would be very distant to one another; and, moreover, it seemed clear that Victoria did not propose to marry Baron Fritz. But what about poor Baron Fritz? I approached my mother, and whispered a question. She answered me aloud. "I have written to Prince von Hammerfeldt. A letter from him will, I have no doubt, be enough to insure us against further impertinence." Victoria dabbed her eyes, but no protest came from her. "We shall start mid-day to-morrow," the Princess pursued, "unless, of course, Victoria refuses to accompany me." Her voice took a tinge of irony. "Possibly your wishes may persuade her, Augustin, if mine can not." Victoria raised her head suddenly, and said very distinctly: "I will do what Augustin tells me." The empha
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