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wered. "You didn't know Cousin Augustin was looking on, did you?" asked her mother. "No, I didn't." But it was plain that she did not care either. I felt that Cousin Elizabeth's honest eyes were searching my face. "Give me a kiss, won't you, Elsa?" I asked. Elsa turned her chubby cheek up to me in a perfection of indifference. In fact, both Elsa and I were performing family duties. Thus we kissed for the first time. "Now go and let nurse put on a clean frock for you," said Cousin Elizabeth. "You're to come downstairs to-day, and you're not fit to be seen. Don't roll any more when you've changed your frock." Elsa smiled, shook her head, and ran off. I gathered the impression that even in the clean frock she would roll again if she chanced to be disposed to that exercise. The air of Bartenstein was not the air of Artenberg. A milder climate reigned. There was no Styrian discipline for Elsa. I believe that in all her life she did at her parents' instance only one thing that she seriously disliked. Cousin Elizabeth and I walked on. "She's a baby still," said Cousin Elizabeth presently, "but I assure you that she has begun to develop." "There's no hurry, is there?" "No. You know, I think you're too old for your age, Augustin. I suppose it was inevitable." I felt much younger in many ways than I had at fifteen; the gates of the world were opening, and showing me prospects unknown to the lonely boy at Artenberg. "And she has the sweetest disposition. So loving!" said Cousin Elizabeth. I did not find anything appropriate to answer. The next day found me fully, although delicately, apprised of the situation. It seemed to me a strange one. The Duke was guarded in his hints, and profuse of declarations that it was too soon to think of anything. Good Cousin Elizabeth strove to conceal her eagerness and repress the haste born of it by similar but more clumsy speeches. I spoke openly on the subject to Vohrenlorf. "Ah, well, even if it should be so, you have six years," he reminded me in good-natured consolation. "And she will grow up." "She won't roll down hills always, of course," I answered rather peevishly. In truth the thing would not assume an appearance of reality for me; it was too utterly opposed to the current of my thoughts and dreams. A boy of my age will readily contemplate marriage with a woman ten years his senior; in regard to a child six years younger than himself the idea seems
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