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tic word in that sentence was "Augustin." My mother smiled bitterly; she understood well enough the implicit declaration of war, the appeal from her to me, the shifting of allegiance. I daresay that she saw the absurdity of putting a boy not yet sixteen into such a position; but I know that I felt it much more strongly. "Oh, you'd better go, hadn't you?" I asked uncomfortably. "You wouldn't be very jolly here, you know." "I'll do as you tell me, Augustin." "Yes, we are both at your orders," said my mother. It crossed my mind that their journey would not be a very pleasant one, but I did not feel able to enter into that side of the question. I resented this reference to me, and desired to be rid of the affair. "I should like you to do as mother suggests," said I. "Very well, Augustin," said Victoria, and she rose to her feet. She was a tall, graceful girl, and looked very stately as she walked by her mother. The Princess made no movement or sign; the grim smile persisted on her lips. After a moment or two of wavering I followed my sister from the room. She was just ahead of me in the passage, moving toward her bedroom with a slow, listless tread. An impulse of sympathy came upon me; I ran after her, caught her by the arm, and kissed her. "Cheer up," I said. "Oh, it's all right, Augustin," said she. "I've only been a fool." There seemed nothing else to do, so I kissed her again. "Fancy, Biarritz with mother!" she moaned. Then she turned on me suddenly, almost fiercely. "But what's the good of asking anything of you? You're afraid of mother still." I drew back as though she had struck me. A moment later her arms were round my neck. "Oh, never mind, my dear," she sobbed. "Don't you see I'm miserable? Of course, I must go with her." I had never supposed that any other course was practicable. The introduction of myself into the business had been but a move in the game. Nevertheless it marked the beginning of a new position for me, as rich in discomfort as, according to my experience, are most extensions of power. CHAPTER VI. A STUDENT OF LOVE AFFAIRS. The departure to Biarritz was carried through without further overt hostilities. It chanced to be holidays with me, all my tutors were on their vacation, my governor, Vohrenlorf, on a visit at Berlin. Hearing of my solitude, he insisted on making arrangements to return speedily; but for a few days I was left quite alone, saving for
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