may slave on to the end, and die eventually in a
governesses' home."
"YOU would never do that. You are not one of that kind. But do you
think, for a moment, you'd be happy in such a position of dependence?"
"That's my own affair. There would certainly be nothing extraordinary
in it, if I were."
"As you put it, perhaps not. But------If it were even some one of your
own race! But these foreigners think so queerly. And then, too,
Madeleine, you'll laugh, I daresay, but I've always thought of you as
different from other women--strong and independent, and quite sure of
yourself. The kind of girl that makes others seem little and stupid. No
one here was good enough for you."
Madeleine's amazement was so great that she did not reply immediately.
Then she laughed. "You have far too high an opinion of me. Do you
really think I like standing alone? That I do it by preference?--You
were never more mistaken, if you do. It has always been a case of
necessity with me, no one ever having asked me to try the other way. I
suppose like you, they thought I enjoyed it. However, set your mind at
rest. Your kind intervention has not come too late. There is still
nothing definite."
"I'm glad to hear it."
"I don't say there mayn't be," she added. "Herr Lohse and I are
excellent friends, and it won't occur to me not to accept the
theatre-tickets and other amusements he is able to give me.--But it is
also possible that for the sake of 'your ideals, I may die a solitary
old maid."
Here she was overcome by the comical side of the matter, and burst out
laughing.
"What a ridiculous boy you are! If you only knew how you have turned
the tables on me. I sent for you, this afternoon, to give you a sound
talking-to, and instead of that, here you sit and lecture me."
"Well, if I have achieved something----"
"It's too absurd," she repeated more tartly. "For you to come here in
this way to care for my character, when you yourself are the talk of
the place."
His face changed, as she had meant it to do. He choked back a sharp
rejoinder. "I'd be obliged, if you'd leave my affairs out of the
question."
"I daresay you would. But that's just what I don't intend to do. For if
there are rumours going the round about me, what on earth is one to say
of you? I needn't go into details. You know quite well what I mean. Let
me tell you that your name is in everybody's mouth, and that you are
being made to appear not only contemptible, but rid
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