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s it, Louise? Tell me--quickly. Remember, I've been all day in suspense," he said, as seconds passed and she did not speak. "You got my note then?" "What is it?--what did you mean?" "Just a little patience, Maurice. You take one's breath away. You want to know everything at once. I sent for you because--oh, because ... I want you to let us go on being friends." "Is that all?" he cried, and his face fell. "When I have told you again and again that's just what I can't do?" She smiled. "I wish I had known you as a boy, Maurice--oh, but as quite a young boy!" she said in such a changed voice that he glanced up in surprise. Whether it was the look she bent on him, or her voice, or her words, he did not know; but something emboldened him to do what he had often done in fancy: he slid to his knees before her, and laid his head on her lap. She began to smooth back his hair, and each time her hand came forward, she let it rest for a moment.--She wondered how he would look when he knew. "You can't care for me, I know. But I would give my life to make you happy." "Why do you love me?" She experienced a new pleasure in postponing his knowing, postponing it indefinitely. "How can I say? All I know is how I love you--and how I have suffered." "My poor Maurice," she said, in the same caressing way. "Yes, I shall always call you poor.--For the love I could give you would be worthless compared with yours." "To me it would be everything.--If you only knew how I have longed for you, and how I have struggled!" He took enough of her dress to bury his face in. She sat back, and looked over him into the growing dusk of the room: and, in the alabaster of her face, nothing seemed to live except her black eyes, with the half-rings of shadow. Suddenly, with the unexpectedness that marked her movements when she was very intent, she leant forward again, and, with her elbow on her knee, her chin on her hand, said in a low voice: "Is it for ever?" "For ever and ever." "Say it's for ever." She still looked past him, but her lips had parted, and her face wore the expression of a child's listening to fairy-tales. At her own words, a vista seemed to open up before her, and, at the other end, in blue haze, shone the great good that had hitherto eluded her. "I shall always love you," said the young man. "Nothing can make any difference." "For ever," she repeated. "They are pretty words." Then her expression changed;
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