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weight on him. The sensation seemed to take his strength away: after the long, black, silent evening, her body was doubly warm, doubly real. He walked her back, along the deserted streets, at a pace she could not keep up with. She lagged behind. She was very pale, and her face wore an expression of almost physical suffering. She looked resolutely away from Maurice; but when her eyes did chance to rest on him, she was swept by such a sense of nervous irritation that she hated the sight of him, as he walked before her. Upstairs, in her room, when he had laid the cushions on the sofa; when the lamp was lighted and set on the table; when he still stood there, pale, and wretched, and undecided, Louise came to an abrupt decision. Advancing to the table, she leaned her hands on it, and bending forward, raised her white face to his. "You told me you were going away; why do you not go? Why have you not already gone?" she asked, and her mouth was hard. "I am waiting ... expecting to hear." His answer was so hasty that it was all but simultaneous. "Louise!--can't you forgive me?--for what I said the other night?" "I have nothing to forgive," she replied, coldly in spite of herself. "You said you must go. I can't keep you here against your will." "It has made you angry with me. I have made you unhappy." "You are making us both unhappy," she said in a low voice. "Now, it is I who say, things can't go on like this." "I know it." He drew a deep breath. "Louise! ... if only you could care a little!" There was silence after these words, but not a silence of conclusion; both knew now that more must follow. He raised his head, and looked into her eyes. "Can you not see how I love you--and how I suffer?" It was a statement rather than a question, but he was not aware of this: he was only amazed that, after all, he should be able to speak so quietly, in such an even tone of voice. There was another pause of suspense; his words seemed like balls of down that he had tossed into the still air: they sank, lingeringly, without haste; and she stood, and let them descend on her. His haggard eyes hung on her face; and, as he watched, he saw a change come over it: the enmity that had been in it, a few seconds back, died out; the lips softened and relaxed; and when the eyes were raised to his again, they were kind, full of pity. "I'm sorry. Poor boy ... poor Maurice." She seemed to hesitate; then, with one of her frank
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