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two quilts on the golden matting, when she had lit the rushlight in the square _andon_, when the two girls were lying side by side under the heavy wadded bedclothes, Sadako said to her cousin: "Asa Chan, I do not think you like me now as much as you used to like me." "I always like people when I have once liked them," said Asako; "but everything is different now." "I see, your heart changes quickly," said her cousin bitterly. "No, I have tried to change, but I cannot change. I have tried to become Japanese, but I cannot even learn the Japanese language. I do not like the Japanese way of living. In France and in England I was always happy. I don't think I shall ever be happy again." "You ought to be more grateful," said Sadako severely. "We have saved you from your husband, who was cruel and deceitful--" "No, I don't believe that now. My husband and I loved each other always. You people came between us with wicked lies and separated us." "Anyhow, you have made the choice. You have chosen to be Japanese. You can never be English again." The Fujinami had hypnotized Asako with this phrase, as a hen can be hypnotized with a chalk line. Day after day it was dinned into her ears, cutting off all hope of escape from the country or of appeal to her English friends. "You had better marry a Japanese," said Sadako, "or you will become old maid. Why not marry Ito San? He says he likes you. He is a clever man. He has plenty of money. He is used to foreign ways." "Marry Mr. Ito!" Asako exclaimed, aghast; "but he has a wife already." "They will divorce. It is no trouble. There are not even children." "I would rather die than marry any Japanese," said Asako with conviction. Sadako Fujinami turned her back and pretended to sleep; but long through the dark cold night Asako could feel her turning restlessly to and fro. Some time about midnight Asako heard her name called: "Asa Chan, are you awake?" "Yes; is anything the matter?" "Asa Chan, in your house by the river you will be lonely. You will not be afraid?" "I am not afraid to be lonely," Asako answered; "I am afraid of people." "Look!" said her cousin; "I give you this." She drew from the bosom of her kimono the short sword in its sheath of shagreen, which Asako had seen once or twice before. "It is very old," she continued; "it belonged to my mother's people. They were _samurai_ of the Sendai clan. In old Japan every noble girl carrie
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