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d such a short sword; for she said, 'Better death than dishonour.' When the time came to die she would strike--here, in the throat, not too hard, but pushing strongly. But first she would tie her feet together with the _obidome_, the silk string which you have to hold your _obi_ straight. That was in case the legs open too much; she must not die in immodest attitude. So when General Nogi did _harakiri_ at Emperor Meiji's funeral, his wife, Countess Nogi, killed herself also with such a sword. I give you my sword because in the house by the river you will be lonely--and things might happen. I can never use the sword myself now. It was the sword of my ancestors. I am not pure now. I cannot use the sword. If I kill myself I throw myself into the river like a common _geisha_. I think it is best you marry Ito. In Japan it is bad to have a husband; but to have no husband, it is worse." CHAPTER XXVI ALONE IN TOKYO _Kuraki yori Kuraki michi ni zo Iri-nu-beki: Haruka ni terase Yuma no ha no tsuki!_ Out of the dark Into a dark path I now must enter: Shine (on me) from afar, Moon of the mountain fringe! Some days before Christmas Asako had moved into her own little home. To be free, to have escaped from the watchful eyes and the whispering tongues to be at liberty to walk about the streets and to visit the shops, as an independent lady of Japan--these were such unfamiliar joys to her that for a time she forgot how unhappy she really was, and how she longed for Geoffrey's company as of old. Only in the evenings a sense of insecurity rose with the river mists, and a memory of Sadako's warning shivered through the lonely room with the bitter cold of the winter air. It was then that Asako felt for the little dagger resting hidden in her bosom just as Sadako had shown her how to wear it. It was then that she did not like to be alone, and that she summoned Tanaka to keep her company and to while away the time with his quaint loquacity. Considering that he had been largely instrumental in breaking up her happy life, considering that every day he stole from her and lied to her, it was wonderful that his mistress was still so attached to him, that, in fact, she regarded him as her only friend. He was like a bad habit or an old disease, which we almost come to cherish since we cannot be delivered from it. But, when Tanaka protested his devotion, did he mean what he said? There is a bedroc
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