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e him," she thought. "You've proved I owe you nothing!" she cried. "And that men and women of our kind can work on splendidly side by side, and never bother our poor little heads about anything else--even marriage!" "We will, though!" he retorted. The next moment she was in his arms. "Now, Deborah, listen to reason, child. Why can't you marry me right away?" "Because," she said, "when I marry you I'm going to have you all to myself--for weeks and weeks as we planned before! And afterwards, with a wonderful start--and with the war over, work less hard and the world less dark and gloomy--we're going to find that at last we can live! But this winter it couldn't be like that. This winter we've got to go on with our work--and without any more silly worries or talk about whether or not we're in love. _For we are_!" Her upturned face was close to his, and for some moments nothing was said, "Well?" she asked. "Are you satisfied?" "No--I want to get married. But it is now a quarter past one. And I'm your physician. Go straight to bed." She stopped him a minute at the front door: "Are you sure, absolutely, you understand?" He told her he did. But as he walked home he reflected. How tense she had been in the way she had talked. Yes, the long strain was telling. "Why was she so anxious to get me out of the house," he asked, "when we were alone for the first time in days? And why, if she's really sure of her love, does she hate the idea that she's in my debt?" He walked faster, for the night was cold. And there was a chill, too, in this long waiting game. * * * * * Roger heard Deborah come up to bed, and he wondered what they had been talking about. Of the topic he himself had broached--each other, love and marriage? "Possibly--for a minute or two--but no more," he grumbled. "For don't forget there's work to discuss, there's that mass meeting still on her mind. And God knows a woman's mind is never any child's play. But when you load a mass meeting on top--" Here he yawned long and noisily. His head ached, he felt sore and weak--"from the evening's entertainment my other daughter gave me." No, he was through, he had had enough. They could settle things to suit themselves. Let Edith squander her money on frills, the more expensive the better. Let her turn poor Johnny out of the house, let her give full play to her motherhood. And if that scared Deborah out of marrying, let her
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