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shining up into his own. "What a time you've been having, haven't you, dear!" his daughter cried unsteadily. "Fairly lying awake at night and racking your brains for everything modern I've ever said--to turn it and twist it and use it against me!" "Well?" he demanded. "How does it twist?" "It twists hard, thank you," she declared. "You've turned and twisted me about till I barely see how I can live at all!" "You can, though! Marry Allan Baird!" "I'll think it over--later on." "What is there left to think about? Can you point to one hole in all I've said?" "Yes, a good many--and one right off." "Out with it!" "You're not dying," Deborah told him calmly, "I feel quite certain you'll live for years." "Oh, you do, eh--then see my physician!" "I will, I'll see him to-morrow. How long did you give yourself? Just a few months?" "No, he said it might be more," admitted Roger grudgingly. "If I had no worries to wear me out--" "Me, you mean." "Exactly." "Well, you've worried quite enough. You're going to leave it to me to decide." "Very well," he agreed. He looked at her. "You have listened--hard?" he gruffly asked. "Yes, dear." Her hands slowly tightened on his. "But don't speak of this again. You're to leave it to me. You promise?" "Yes." And Roger left her. He went to bed but he could not sleep. With a sudden sag in his spirits he felt what a bungler he had been. He was not used to these solemn talks, he told himself irately. What a fool to try it! And how had Deborah taken it all? He did not mind her laughter, nor that lighter tone of hers. It was only her way of ending the talk, an easy way out for both of them. But what had she thought underneath? Had his points gone home? He tried to remember them. Pshaw! He had been too excited, and he could recall scarcely anything. He had not meant to speak of Baird--he had meant to leave him out! Yes, how he must have bungled it! Doubtless she was smiling still. Even the news about himself she had not taken seriously. But as he thought about that news, Roger's mood completely changed. The talk of the evening grew remote, his family no longer real, mere little figures, shadowy, receding swiftly far away.... Much quieter now, he lay a long time listening to the life of the house, the occasional sounds from the various rooms. From the nursery adjoining came little Bruce's piping laugh, and Roger could hear the nurse moving about. Afterwa
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