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man who has loved you there. I've seen how much he has helped you--how you have grown and he has grown since you two got together. And if you throw him over now, it seems to me you are not only losing what has done the most for your work, but you're running away from life as well. You've never won by doing that, you've always won by meeting life, never evading it, taking it all, living it full, taking chances! If you marry Baird, I see you both go on together in your work, while in your home you struggle through the troubles, tangles, joys and griefs which most of us mortals know so well! I see you in a world of children, but with children, too, of your own--to keep your spirit always young! Living on in your children's lives!" Roger stopped abruptly. He groped for something more to say. "On the one side, all that," he muttered, "and on the other, a lonely life which will soon grow old." There fell a dangerous silence. And sharply without warning, the influence, deep and invisible, of many generations of stolid folk in New England made itself felt in each of them. Father and daughter grew awkward, both. The talk had been too emotional. Each made, as by an instinct, a quick strong effort at self-control, and felt about for some way to get back upon their old easy footing. Roger turned to his daughter. Her head was still bent, her hands clasped tight, but she was frowning down at them now, although her face was still wet with tears. She drew a deep unsteady breath. "Well, Deborah," he said simply, "here I've gone stumbling on like a fool. I don't know what I've said or how you have listened." "I've listened," she said thickly. "I have tried," he went on in a steadier tone, "to give you some feeling of what is ahead--and to speak for your mother as well as myself. And more than that--much more than that--for the world has changed since she was here. God knows I've tried to be modern." A humorous glint came into his eyes, "Downright modern," he declared. "Have I asked you to give up your career? Not at all, I've asked you to marry Baird, and go right on with him in your work. And if you can't marry Allan Baird, after what he has done for you, how in God's name can you modern women ever marry anyone? Now what do you say? Will you marry him? Don't laugh at me! I'm serious! Talk!" But Deborah was laughing--although her father felt her hands still cold and trembling in his. Her gray eyes, bright and luminous, were
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