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a hundred times greater in heaven for all you have suffered here?' And I
said confidently: 'I do.' 'Alice, my child, will you pray and pray
strongly for me?' I said: 'I will, sir.' And he went away looking happy.
But, you know, Father, these are my good times, when I feel resigned
and think God is using me for His own wise purposes; welcome be His Holy
Will! But I am sometimes bad, and I get unhappy and miserable, and I ask
myself: 'Why did God do it? Why did God do it?' And once I said to our
Blessed Lady, when she looked so cold and stern,--I said--"
"What did you say, dear?"
"I said: 'If Daddy Dan was here, he wouldn't let you do it.'"
And the poor child smiled at her own childishness and simplicity.
"But that's not all, Father. I have told no one but mother and you; but
I'm all one running sore down to my feet, and the doctor said something
about an operation the other day. Sure, you won't allow that, Daddy Dan,
will you?"
She was rolling one of the buttons in my sleeve round and round in her
thin fingers, and looking wistfully at me.
"No, my child, no operation! You have gone through too much for that.
But now cheer up, Alice, it will all come right. Some of these days you
will see how our dear Lord and His Holy Mother love you. Why, don't you
know, you little goose, that these are signs of your predestination?
Don't you remember all that you have learned about the saints, and how
they prayed to be afflicted?"
"I do, Daddy Dan."
"And don't you remember all about those holy women that were marked with
the wounds of our Divine Lord?"
"I do, Daddy Dan."
"Very well! Now you're one of them. The Lord has made you His own. Now,
good by. I'll come to see you every day in future. But pray! pray! pray!
won't you?"
"I will, Daddy Dan! Will you come to-morrow?"
* * * * *
This was all very well; but I was as cross as a bear with a sore head,
notwithstanding.
"Wisha, then, Mrs. Moylan," I said, as I was leaving the house, "aren't
you the mighty proud woman entirely, never to call in your parish
priest, nor send him word about your poor child! What are we coming to,
I wonder, when poor people are getting so much above themselves?"
"Well, then, I didn't like to be troubling your reverence. And sure, I
thought you knew all about it, and that Father Letheby told you."
"He didn't, then. You and he have kept it a great secret,--a great
secret entirely. Never mind. B
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