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was wondering why the old arguments sounded so different, so much more convincing, from your lips," murmured Esther. "Now I know; because he wears a white tie. That sets up all my bristles of contradiction when he opens his mouth." "But I wear a white tie, too," said Raphael, his smile broadening in sympathy with the slow response on the girl's serious face. "That's not a trade-mark," she protested. "But forgive me; I didn't know Strelitski was a friend of yours. I won't say a word against him any more. His sermons really are above the average, and he strives more than the others to make Judaism more spiritual." "More spiritual!" he repeated, the pained expression returning. "Why, the very theory of Judaism has always been the spiritualization of the material." "And the practice of Judaism has always been the materialization of the spiritual," she answered. He pondered the saying thoughtfully, his face growing sadder. "You have lived among your books," Esther went on. "I have lived among the brutal facts. I was born in the Ghetto, and when you talk of the mission of Israel, silent sardonic laughter goes through me as I think of the squalor and the misery." "God works through human suffering; his ways are large," said Raphael, almost in a whisper. "And wasteful," said Esther. "Spare me clerical platitudes a la Strelitski. I have seen so much." "And suffered much?" he asked gently. She nodded scarce perceptibly. "Oh, if you only knew my life!" "Tell it me," he said. His voice was soft and caressing. His frank soul seemed to pierce through all conventionalities, and to go straight to hers. "I cannot, not now," she murmured. "There is so much to tell." "Tell me a little," he urged. She began to speak of her history, scarce knowing why, forgetting he was a stranger. Was it racial affinity, or was it merely the spiritual affinity of souls that feel their identity through all differences of brain? "What is the use?" she said. "You, with your childhood, could never realize mine. My mother died when I was seven; my father was a Russian pauper alien who rarely got work. I had an elder brother of brilliant promise. He died before he was thirteen. I had a lot of brothers and sisters and a grandmother, and we all lived, half starved, in a garret." Her eyes grew humid at the recollection; she saw the spacious drawing-room and the dainty bric-a-brac through a mist. "Poor child!" murmured Raphael.
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