for him is
fully justified.

I love him--no words can speak how much I love him.

My passion for him is the first and shall be the last of my life: my
bosom never heaved a sigh but for my Rivers.

Will you pardon the folly of a heart which till now was ashamed to
own its feelings, and of which you are even now the only confidante?

I find all the world so insipid, nothing amuses me one moment; in
short, I have no pleasure but in Rivers's conversation, nor do I count
the hours of his absence in my existence.

I know all this will be called folly, but it is a folly which makes
all the happiness of my life.

You love, my dear Bell; and therefore will pardon the weakness of
your

Emily.

LETTER 107.

To Miss Montague.

Saturday.

Yes, my dear, I love, at least I think so; but, thanks to my stars,
not in the manner you do.

I prefer Fitzgerald to all the rest of his sex; but _I count the
hours of his absence in my existence_; and contrive sometimes to
pass them pleasantly enough, if any other agreable man is in the way:
in short, I relish flattery and attention from others, though I
infinitely prefer them from him.

I certainly love him, for I was jealous of Madame La Brosse; but, in
general, I am not alarmed when I see him flirt a little with others.
Perhaps my vanity was as much wounded as my love, with regard to Madame
La Brosse.

I find love is quite a different plant in different soils; it is an
exotic, and grows faintly, with us coquets; but in its native climate
with you people of sensibility and sentiment.

Adieu! I will attend you in a quarter of an hour.

Yours,
A. Fermor.

LETTER 108.

To Miss Fermor.

Not alarmed, my dear, at his attention to others? believe me, you
know nothing of love.

I think every woman who beholds my Rivers a rival; I imagine I see
in every female countenance a passion tender and lively as my own; I
turn pale, my heart dies within me, if I observe his eyes a moment
fixed on any other woman; I tremble at the possibility of his changing;
I cannot support the idea that the time may come when I may be less
dear to my Rivers than at present. Do you believe it possible, my
dearest Bell, for any heart, not prepossessed, to be insensible one
moment to my Rivers?

He is formed to charm the soul of woman; his delicacy, his
sensibility, the mind that speaks through those eloquent eyes; the
thousand graces of his air, the sound of his