George's
natural coldness of temper, a quarrel between them would have been
rather difficult to have been avoided.
LETTER 120.
To Miss Fermor.
Quebec, Thursday morning.
Do you think, my dear, that Madame Des Roches has heard from Rivers?
I wish you would ask her this afternoon at the governor's: I am
anxious to know, but ashamed to enquire.
Not, my dear, that I have the weakness to be jealous; but I shall
think his letter to me a higher compliment, if I know he writes to
nobody else. I extremely approve his friendship for Madame Des Roches;
she is very amiable, and certainly deserves it: but you know, Bell, it
would be cruel to encourage an affection, which she must conquer, or be
unhappy: if she did not love him, there would be nothing wrong in his
writing to her; but, as she does, it would be doing her the greatest
injury possible: 'tis as much on her account as my own I am thus
anxious.
Did you ever read so tender, yet so lively a letter as Rivers's to
me? he is alike in all: there is in his letters, as in his
conversation,
"All that can softly win, or gaily charm
The heart of woman."
Even strangers listen to him with an involuntary attention, and hear
him with a pleasure for which they scarce know how to account.
He charms even without intending it, and in spite of himself; but
when he wishes to please, when he addresses the woman he loves, when
his eyes speak the soft language of his heart, when your Emily reads
in them the dear confession of his tenderness, when that melodious
voice utters the sentiments of the noblest mind that ever animated a
human form--My dearest, the eloquence of angels cannot paint my Rivers
as he is.
I am almost inclined not to go to the governor's to-night; I am
determined not to dance till Rivers returns, and I know there are too
many who will be ready to make observations on my refusal: I think I
will stay at home, and write to him against Monday's post: I have a
thousand things to say, and you know we are continually interrupted at
Quebec; I shall have this evening to myself, as all the world will be
at the governor's.
Adieu, your faithful
Emily Montague.
LETTER 121.
To Miss Montague, at Quebec.
Silleri, Thursday morning.
I dare say, my dear, Madame Des Roches has not heard from Rivers;
but suppose she had. If he loves you, of what consequence is it to whom
he writes? I would not for the world any friend of yours sh
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