that." Two or three times I had to turn her round before she was quiet,
and then we consummated. Molly was astonished. She had never been tailed
in that attitude before I am sure.

It was about eleven o'clock when Fred and the others had set forth; they
returned to a late dinner. I had fucked Molly five or six times. Then I
went to bed, my aunt and cousins came up to me, and were so kind. So was
Fred, who told me all about the inspection, and never suspected my game
in the least, nor any one else. The last words I said to Molly that day
were, "Fred has fucked you." Again she swore that he never had. To keep
up the deception and excuse my staying at home, I had eaten scarcely
anything all day, and felt I recollect awfully hungry when a bed.

The empty pleasure of occasionally showing my doodle to Molly was all I
could get afterwards. Nelly or Sophy--I forget which--I got to the baudy
house at------; whichever of the two it was, came half wet through with
muddy boots and under-linen which so upset me that I did not poke. The
servant who had been ill came back to the Hall, and Molly left. I had
Pender (whose belly was then showing its intentions awfully) up against
the gate opposite her cottage one wet night (but "cock and cunt will
come together"). Said she in the slight interval between our meeting,
fucking, and parting, "If that gal Molly is not in the family way,--her
mother's found it out,--oh! such a row." That accounted for Molly
looking depressed.

Soon Molly went again to London, and I did the same day, but not in the
third-class carriage. We spoke at the station. "For God's sake go," said
she, "aunt's coming." "I'll write to the post-office," said I, and did.
Then she met me, she got a situation directly, but I tempted the girl.
"Tell your aunt you are wanted a week earlier than you are, and come and
stop with me." The devil was with me, Molly got into a cab with her
box, and was set down at a station; there I got her into another, and we
drove to a small hotel where I had taken a room. She only stayed with me
five days; I took her to theatres and other places, but not out in the
day; fed her up, and fucked her and myself out. The sheets were always
slobbered with spunk and once or twice I made the woman change them.
Molly had become lecherous, and no doubt reckless, and I had the delight
of teaching her baudiness (which is the main pleasure a virgin gives you
over a gay women), but she did not care about me. Sh