as
fresh as a daisy, and as modest as a whore at a christening.

The mother told no one anything except Pender, and Pender told me. Molly
then went to the Hall assisting whilst a servant was ill, and then I saw
her every hour or so. Then Fred came back, and I saw he was making up
to her, and told him of it. He acknowledged it, remarking it was a pity
such a nice young girl should not taste the sugar-stick. "Perhaps she
has," said I. He thought not, there was a country lout she wanted
to marry, and the mother looked after her closely. "I would give a
ten-pound note to have her," he said to me one day.

Shortly Molly appeared ill and pining; her face lost its bloom, I could
not understand it. The bad weather keeping people at home had given me
no chance of having her; if I saw her alone it was only for a minute,
but I used to pull my prick out and show it to her. I have done it in
the corridor, my aunt walking in front of me. I tried to get her to come
out, but she would not, besides Fred always appeared on the scene. My
delight was to get in the way when I knew there was the best chance of
his seeing her alone. So we baulked each other.

There was some military inspection not far from us, Fred was going in
his uniform, with my aunt, cousins and self, and all but two servants
were allowed to go. The carriage was at the door when I was taken short,
and being in my bed-room ran to the W.C. As I came out, I saw Fred at
the end of the corridor near the stairs, walking quickly but quietly,
and heard his footsteps descending to the Hall. "What's up?" thought I.
He has been dressed a long time, why on the first-floor now? He passed
his bed-room without going in. A suspicion crossed my mind, and being
close to it, I put my ear to the nursemaid's door (the one with two
doors in which I had had the skinny nursemaid), heard a rustling, and
quickly opening the lobby-door connecting with the servants' stairs, I
saw Molly looking hot, flushed, adjusting her collar and hair, and going
downstairs rapidly, she didn't see me. Instinct told me she had been
fucked by Fred.

I rushed downstairs, Fred and all were in the carriage, aunt angry at
waiting so long for me. I told her my ailment, said I would ride after
them directly I felt better, so off they drove. The butler and Molly
were in the Hall, they and the cook the only people in the house. I sent
off the butler to the village to get me some medicine, and said to Molly
in a stern wa