yer know twixt a
young man, and a maid,--daresay yer wanted him to be dirty with you,--a
gent like him, you ought to be proud of sich a one making love to
you,--here, take this parcel, and be off."

"Take the sovereign (she had refused it before), I'll give you more
another day; it will help to keep you a while,--hold your tongue, and no
one will know," said I. She hesitated, pouted, wriggled her shoulders,
but at last took the sovereign, and took up the parcel, saying she would
tell her sister. Then said the foreman, "None o' that gal, an' I hears
more on that, you won't work here any more, nor anywheres else in this
parish,--I knows the whole lot on you, I knows who got yer sister's
belly up,--she at her age, she ought to be ashamed on her-self, and I
knows summut about you too,--now take care gal." "I've done nothing to
be ashamed on," said the girl, "you're a hard man to the women, they all
say so,--ohe!--ohe!" "Well there," said he dropping his bullying tone,
"the squire won't harm you; I think you be in luck if he loikes you, say
you nought;--that be my advice". The girl muttering went her way.

I followed her (it was getting dark), was so kind and coaxing, promised
her so many fine things (I'm not sure I didn't say I'd marry her),
that as we neared the village, the little lass let me pull her into a
convenient grassy corner, and fuck her again. She promised she'd say
nothing to anyone about it.

Next morning I had a fear, and was annoyed with myself. If the girl said
anything it would be all over the parish in the afternoon, and in my
aunt's ears the next day; all that for a dirty little farm-laborer. I
had had none of that sensuous delight which both mentally and physically
is found in getting into a virgin, had never thought of having her as
one, nor did I recollect much cunt resistance to my penetration; but she
certainly was a virgin. In my furious lust, and with my unbendable
stiff prick I must have hit the mark, and burst through it at one or two
cunt-rending shoves. She had given a loud cry in the midst of it, "Oh!
pray now,--oh! pray,"--but I had heeded it not. What excited me was her
youth, her size, and the idea of having a little cunt with but little
hair on it, something smaller than Molly's. In bed, thinking of, and
funking consequences, I longed for a girl still smaller, for one with no
hair on her cunt at all. On further reflection I calmed. She had taken
the money, and let me do it a second time