own you."

Now for a bit of experience which I write now, and years after I wrote
this chapter of my narrative. I had a married woman who was fond of me.
She assured me that whenever I had her, it was perfectly certain that
her husband would do it to her that night. She thought that my fucking
acted as a charm to fetch the other man. He neglected her for other
women, and used, although a young vigorous man, to do it but rarely to
her; but whenever my sperm had suffused itself in her cunt, his went
there the same night. "You spend too then?" said I. "I do," said she,
"I think so much of you, so much of the coincidence and go home so
wondering whether he will do it or not, that directly he pulls me about
I think of you, and then fancy it is you doing it to me, not him, and I
spend. I am angry with myself afterwards, but can't help it."

Pender had said her mother was unwell as an excuse to get to------, so
must be back quickly. She was lying speechless, with eyes closed and my
prick up her, I silently reposing on her, when the clock struck. Up she
jumped, uncunting me, saying, "I must go, I am to fetch the dinner from
the bake-house, then I must get back home, unless P. comes," and rapidly
off she went scarcely dressed, and without washing her cunt.

CHAPTER X.

Nelly and Sophy.--The beer-house again.--Sophy's belly.--On
the road.--Against a tree.--At the baudy house with Sophy.--
Her narrative.--Tom and the three sisters.--Fred on the
scent.--Pender's troubles.

I had some food at an hotel, then returning on foot saw at the end of
the lane two peasant girls in their Sunday finery. I looked at first
without recognizing them, but as I got close saw one was Nelly, the
girl I had raped. She stopped, I smiled. "You here, why?" "Taking a walk
sir." "Come with me." She hesitated, looked at the other girl. "Never
mind," said I, "bring your friend with you." Two minutes brought us to
the beer-house again. "Stay here," said I. I went to the side entrance
which was up a yard, told the woman who stared when she opened the door
to me to show the girls up the other way. They came through the shop,
and stood curtsying when they came into the little sitting room.

I wanted Nelly when I saw her, and hence what I did; but was embarrassed
now, for with the other in the room I did not know how to proceed
without compromising her; so sent for some spirits. They sat sheepishly.
I said to Nelly with the view of