FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   25   26   27   28   29   30   31   32   33   34   35   36   37   38   39   40   41   42   43   44   45   46   47   48   49  
50   51   52   53   54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   >>   >|  
r duty to your neighbour, and doing unto others, and all the rest of it? You ain't got to think just of your own self; no more haven't I." Mary said to herself silently that it was John Gordon of whom she had to think. She quite recognised the truth of the lesson about selfishness; but love to her was more imperious than gratitude. "There's them at Portsmouth as'll take care of me, no doubt. Don't you mind about me. I ain't going to have a good time at Portsmouth, but people ain't born to have good times of it. You're going to have a good time. But it ain't for that, but for what your duty tells you. You that haven't a bit or a sup but what comes from him, and you to stand shilly-shallying! I can't abide the idea!" It was thus that Mrs Baggett taught her great lesson,--the greatest lesson we may say which a man or a woman can learn. And though she taught it immoderately, fancying, as a woman, that another woman should sacrifice everything to a man, still she taught it with truth. She was minded to go to Portsmouth, although Portsmouth to her in the present state of circumstances was little better than a hell upon earth. But Mary could not quite see Mr Whittlestaff's claim in the same light. The one point on which it did seem to her that she had made up her mind was Mr Gordon's claim, which was paramount to everything. Yes; he was gone, and might never return. It might be that he was dead. It might be even that he had taken some other wife, and she was conscious that not a word had passed her lips that could be taken as a promise. There had not been even a hint of a promise. But it seemed to her that this duty of which Mrs Baggett spoke was due rather to John Gordon than to Mr Whittlestaff. She counted the days,--nay, she counted the hours, till the week had run by. And when the precise moment had come at which an answer must be given,--for in such matters Mr Whittlestaff was very precise,--John Gordon was still the hero of her thoughts. "Well, dear," he said, putting his hand upon her arm, just as he had done on that former occasion. He said no more, but there was a world of entreaty in the tone of his voice as he uttered the words. "Mr Whittlestaff!" "Well, dear." "I do not think I can. I do not think I ought. You never heard of--Mr John Gordon." "Never." "He used to come to our house at Norwich, and--and--I loved him." "What became of him?" he asked, in a strangely altered voice. Was there to b
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   25   26   27   28   29   30   31   32   33   34   35   36   37   38   39   40   41   42   43   44   45   46   47   48   49  
50   51   52   53   54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Gordon

 

Portsmouth

 

Whittlestaff

 

taught

 

lesson

 
precise
 

Baggett

 

counted


promise

 

passed

 
return
 

conscious

 

uttered

 

Norwich

 

altered

 

strangely


entreaty

 
answer
 

moment

 

matters

 

occasion

 

putting

 

thoughts

 

sacrifice


people

 

shilly

 
shallying
 
gratitude
 

neighbour

 
selfishness
 

imperious

 

recognised


silently

 
circumstances
 

paramount

 

present

 

greatest

 

immoderately

 
fancying
 

minded