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h for him? When them diamonds is gone, what's to come next? I ain't no trust in diamonds, not to live out of, but only in the funds, which is reg'lar. I wouldn't let her see John Gordon again,--never, till she was Mrs Whittlestaff. After that she'll never go astray; nor yet won't her thoughts." "God bless you! Mrs Baggett," he said. "She's one of them when she's your own she'll remain your own all out. She'll stand the washing. I'm an old woman, and I knows 'em." "And yet you cannot live with such a lady as her?" "No! if she was one of them namby-pambys as'd let an old woman keep her old place, it might do." "She shall love you always for what you said just now." "Love me! I don't doubt her loving me. She'll love me because she is loving--not that I am lovable. She'll want to do a'most everything about the house, and I shall want the same; and her wants are to stand uppermost,--that is, if she is to be Mrs Whittlestaff." "I do not know; I have to think about it." "Don't think about it no more; but just go in and do it. Don't have no more words with him nor yet with her,--nor yet with yourself. Let it come on just as though it were fixed by fate. It's in your own hands now, sir, and don't you be thinking of being too good-natured; there ain't no good comes from it. A man may maunder away his mind in softnesses till he ain't worth nothing, and don't do no good to no one. You can give her bread to eat, and clothes to wear, and can make her respectable before all men and women. What has he to say? Only that he is twenty years younger than you. Love! Rot it! I suppose you'll come in just now, sir, and see my boxes when they're ready to start." So saying, she turned round sharply on the path and left him. In spite of the excellent advice which Mr Whittlestaff had received from his housekeeper, bidding him not have any more words even with himself on the matter, he could not but think of all the arguments which John Gordon had used to him. According to Mrs Baggett, he ought to content himself with knowing that he could find food and raiment and shelter for his intended wife, and also in feeling that he had her promise, and her assurance that that promise should be respected. There was to him a very rock in all this, upon which he could build his house with absolute safety. And he did not believe of her that, were he so to act, she would turn round upon him with future tears or neglect her duty, because she
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