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y began. "Well!" "He came to me for an answer, as he said he would." "Well!" "And I told him it should be as he would have it." "Of course you would. I knew that." "You told me that it was your duty and mine to give him whatever he wanted." "I didn't say nothing of the kind, Miss." "Oh, Mrs Baggett!" "I didn't. I said, if he wanted your head, you was to let him take it. But if he wanted mine, you wasn't to give it to him." "He asked me to be his wife, and I said I would." "Then I may as well pack up and be off for Portsmouth." "No; not so. I have obeyed you, and I think that in these matters you should obey him too." "I daresay; but at my age I ain't so well able to obey. I daresay as them girls knew all about it, or they wouldn't have turned round upon me like that. It's just like the likes of them. When is it to be, Miss Lawrie?--because I won't stop in the house after you be the missus of it. That's flat. If you were to talk till you're deaf and dumb, I wouldn't do it. Oh, it don't matter what's to become of me! I know that." "But it will matter very much." "Not a ha'porth." "You ask him, Mrs Baggett." "He's got his plaything. That's all he cares about. I've been with him and his family almost from a baby, and have grown old a-serving him, and it don't matter to him whether I goes into the hedges and ditches, or where I goes. They say that service is no heritance, and they says true. I'm to go to-- But don't mind me. He won't, and why should you? Do you think you'll ever do half as much for him as I've done? He's got his troubles before him now;--that's the worst of it." This was very bad. Mrs Baggett had been loud in laying down for her the line of duty which she should follow, and she, to the best of her ability, had done as Mrs Baggett had told her. It was the case that Mrs Baggett had prevailed with her, and now the woman turned against her! Was it true that he had "his troubles before him," because of her acceptance of his offer? If so, might it not yet be mended? Was it too late? Of what comfort could she be to him, seeing that she had been unable to give him her heart? Why should she interfere with the woman's happiness? In a spirit of true humility she endeavoured to think how she might endeavour to do the best. Of one thing she was quite, quite sure,--that all the longings of her very soul were fixed upon that other man. He was away;--perhaps he had forgotten her;
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