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morning if you have a conscience,' she said drily; 'we murdered one or two passages in fine style.' He looked at her, startled. 'But I go by the morning train!' There was an instant's silence. Then the violin case shut with a snap. 'I thought it was to be Saturday,' she said abruptly. 'No,' he answered with a sigh, 'it was always Friday. There is a meeting in London I must get to to-morrow afternoon.' 'Then we shan't finish these Hungarian duets,' she said slowly, turning away from him to collect some music on the piano. Suddenly a sense of the difference between the week behind him, with all its ups and downs, its quarrels, its _ennuis_, its moments of delightful intimity, of artistic freedom and pleasure, and those threadbare monotonous weeks into which he was to slip back on the morrow, awoke in him a mad inconsequent sting of disgust, of self-pity. 'No, we shall finish nothing,' he said in a voice which only she could hear, his hands lying on the keys; 'there are some whose destiny it is never to finish--never to have enough--to leave the feast on the table, and all the edges of life ragged!' Her lips trembled. They were far away, in the vast room, from the group Lady Charlotte was lecturing. Her nerves were all unsteady with music and feeling, and the face looking down on him had grown pale. 'We make our own destiny,' she said impatiently. '_We_ choose. It is all our own doing. Perhaps destiny begins things--friendship, for instance; but afterwards it is absurd to talk of anything but ourselves. We keep our friends, our chances, our--our joys,' she went on hurriedly, trying desperately to generalise, 'or we throw them away wilfully, because we choose.' Their eyes were riveted on each other. 'Not wilfully,' he said under his breath. 'But--no matter. May I take you at your word, Miss Leyburn? Wretched shirker that I am, whom even Robert's charity despairs of: have I made a friend? Can I keep her?' Extraordinary spell of the dark effeminate face--of its rare smile! The girl forgot all pride, all discretion. 'Try,' she whispered, and as his hand, stretching along the keyboard, instinctively felt for hers, for one instant--and another, and another--she gave it to him. * * * * * 'Albert, come here!' exclaimed Lady Charlotte, beckoning to her husband; and Albert, though with a bad grace, obeyed. 'Just go and ask that girl to come and talk to me, will you? Why on ea
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