ionable
education of this period as much as possible to do away with--the
feeling of chivalry, delicacy, reticence, manliness, modesty.
As we drew nearer the town, he said to me:
"In a few hours we shall have to part, May, for a time. While we are
here alone, and you are uninfluenced, let me ask you something. This
love of yours for me--what will it carry you through?"
"Anything, now that I am sure of yours for me."
"In short, you are firmly decided to be my wife some time?"
"When you tell me you are ready for me," said I, putting my hand in his.
"And if I find it best to leave my Fatherland, and begin life quite
anew?"
"Thy God is my God, and thy people are my people, Eugen."
"One other thing. How do you know that you can marry? Your friends--"
"I am twenty years old. In a year I can do as I like," said I,
composedly. "Surely we can stand firm and faithful for a year?"
He smiled, and it was a new smile--sweet, hopeful, if not merry.
With this silent expression of determination and trust we settled the
matter.
CHAPTER XXXVII.
"What's failure or success to me?
I have subdued my life to the one purpose."
Eugen sent a telegram from Emmerich to Frau Mittendorf to reassure her
as to my safety. At four in the afternoon we left that town, refreshed
and rehatted, to reach Elberthal at six.
I told Eugen that we were going away the next day to stay a short time
at a place called Lahnburg.
He started and looked at me.
"Lahnburg!--I--when you are there--_nein, das ist_--You are going to
Lahnburg?"
"Yes. Why not?"
"You will know why I ask if you go to Schloss Rothenfels."
"Why?"
"I say no more, dear May. I will leave you to form your own conclusions.
I have seen that this fair head could think wisely and well under
trying circumstances enough. I am rather glad that you are going to
Lahnburg."
"The question is--will you still be at Elberthal when I return?"
"I can not say. We had better exchange addresses. I am at Frau Schmidt's
again--my old quarters. I do not know when or how we shall meet again. I
must see Friedhelm, and you--when you tell your friends, you will
probably be separated at once and completely from me."
"Well, a year is not much out of our lives. How old are you, Eugen?"
"Thirty-two. And you?"
"Twenty and two months; then you are twelve years older than I. You were
a school-boy when I was born. What were you like?"
"A regular little brute, I shou
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