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going up to him, and I suppose something in my eyes moved him, for he gave the child into my arms in silence. The countess had stood looking at him. She strove for silence; sought tremulously after coldness, but in vain. "Eugen--" She came nearer, and looked more closely at him. "_Herrgott!_ how you are altered! What a meeting! I--can it be six years ago--and now--oh!" Her voice broke into a very wail. "We loved you--why did you deceive us?" My heart stood still. Would he stand this test? It was the hardest he had had. Graefin Hildegarde had been--was dear to him. That he was dear to her, intensely dear, that love for him was intwined about her very heart-strings, stood confessed now. "Why did you deceive us?" It sounded more like, "Tell us we may trust you; make us happy again!" One word from him, and the poor sad lady would have banished from her heart the long-staying, unwelcome guest--belief in his falseness, and closed it away from her forever. He was spared the dreadful necessity of answering her. A timid summons from her maid at the door told her the count wanted to speak to her, and she left us quickly. * * * * * Sigmund did not die; he recovered, and lives now. But with that I am not at present concerned. It was the afternoon following that never-to-be-forgotten night. I had left Eugen watching beside Sigmund, who was sleeping, his hand jealously holding two of his father's fingers. I intended to call at Frau Mittendorf's door to say that I could not yet return there, and when I came back, said Eugen, he would have something to tell me; he was going to speak with his brother--to tell him that we should be married, "and to speak about Sigmund," he added, decisively. "I will not risk such a thing as this again. If you had not been here he might have died without my knowing it. I feel myself absolved from all obligation to let him remain. My child's happiness shall not be further sacrificed." With this understanding I left him. I went toward the countess's room, to speak to her, and tell her of Sigmund before I went out. I heard voices ere I entered the room, and when I entered it I stood still, and a sickly apprehension clutched my very heart. There stood my evil genius--the _boeser Geist_ of my lover's fate--Anna Sartorius. And the count and countess were present, apparently waiting for her to begin to speak. "You are here," said the Graefin to me. "I was jus
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