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gnant with him that he did not reform. I say it would have been easier for him to find his way alone up the Matterhorn in the dark than to reform--after his marriage. "There had been hope for him before--there was none afterward. A pretty inducement to reform, she offered him! I knew that woman through and through, and I tell you that there never lived a more selfish, feeble, vain, and miserable thing. All was self--self--self. When she was mated to a man who never did think of self--whose one joy was to be giving, whose generosity was no less a by-word than his recklessness, who was delighted if she expressed a wish, and would move heaven and earth to gratify it; the more eagerly the more unreasonable it was--_mes amis_, I think it is easy to guess the end--the end was ruin. I watched it coming on, and I thought of you, Frau Graefin. Vittoria was expecting her confinement in the course of a few months. I never heard her express a hope as to the coming child, never a word of joy, never a thought as to the wider cares which a short time would bring to her. She did say often, with a sigh, that women with young children were so tied; they could not do this, and they could not do that. She was in great excitement when she was invited to come here; in great triumph when she returned. "Eugen, she said, was a fool not to conciliate his brother and that doting old saint (her words, _gnaedige Frau_, not mine) more than he did. It was evident that they would do anything for him if he only flattered them, but he was so insanely downright--she called it stupid, she said. The idea of missing such advantages when a few words of common politeness would have secured them. I may add that what she called 'common politeness' was just the same thing that I called smooth hypocrisy. "Very shortly after this her child was born. I did not see her then. Her husband lost all his money on a race, and came to smash, as you English say. She wrote to me. She was in absolute need of money, she said; Eugen had not been able to give her any. He had said they must retrench. Retrench! was that what she married him for! There was a set of turquoises that she must have, or another woman would get them, and then she would die. And her milliner, a most unreasonable woman, had sent word that she must be paid. "So she was grumbling in a letter which I received one afternoon, and the next I was frightfully startled to see herself. She came in and said
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