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take him. I asked Hugo von Meilingen to settle affairs for me, and left that night. Thanks to you, Bruno, the story never got abroad. The rest you know." "What did you tell Hugo von Meilingen?" "Only that I had made a mess of everything and broken my wife's heart, which he did not seem to believe. He was stanch. He settled up everything. Some day I will thank him for it. For two years I traveled about a good deal. Sigmund has been more a citizen of the world than he knows. I had so much facility of execution--" "So much genius, you mean," I interposed. "That I never had any difficulty in getting an engagement. I saw a wonderful amount of life of a certain kind, and learned most thoroughly to despise my own past, and to entertain a thorough contempt for those who are still leading such lives. I have learned German history in my banishment. I have lived with our trues heroes--the lower middle-classes." "Well, well! You were always a radical, Eugen," said the count, indulgently. "At last, at Koeln I obtained the situation of first violinist in the Elberthal Kapelle, and I went over there one wet October afternoon and saw the director, von Francius. He was busy, and referred me to the man who was next below me, Friedhelm Helfen." Eugen paused, and choked down some little emotion ere he added: "You must know him. I trust to have his friendship till death separates us. He is a nobleman of nature's most careful making--a knight _sans peur et sans reproche_. When Sigmund came here it was he who saved me from doing something desperate or driveling--there is not much of a step between the two. Fraeulein Sartorius, who seems to have a peculiar disposition, took it into her head to confront me with a charge of my guilt at a public place. Friedhelm never wavered, despite my shame and my inability to deny the charge." "Oh, dear, how beautiful!" said the countess, in tears. "We must have him over here and see a great deal of him." "We must certainly know him, and that soon," said Count Bruno. At this juncture I, from mingled motives, stole from the room, and found my way to Sigmund's bedside, where also joy awaited me. The stupor and the restlessness had alike vanished; he was in a deep sleep. I knelt down by the bedside and remained there long. Nothing, then, was to be as I had planned it. There would be no poverty, no shame to contend against--no struggle to make, except the struggle up to the standard-
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