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e accusation.' 'I ought not,' said Leonard, reddening. 'Every one knows what my temper can do. I do not think that a poor old feeble man like that could have provoked me to be so cowardly, but I see it is no wonder they think so. Only they might suppose I would not have been a robber, and go on lying now, when they take good care to tell me that it is ruinous!' 'It is an intolerable shame that they can look you in the face and imagine it for a moment,' said the Doctor, with all his native warmth. 'After all,' said Leonard, recalled by his sympathy, 'it is my own fault from beginning to end that I am in this case. I see now that it was only God's mercy that prevented my brother's blood being on me, and it was my unrepenting obstinacy that brought me to the mill; so there will be no real injustice in my dying, and I expect nothing else.' 'Hush, Leonard, depend upon it, while there is Justice in Heaven, the true criminal cannot go free,' cried the Doctor, much agitated. Leonard shook his head. 'Boyish hastiness is not murder,' added the Doctor. 'So I thought. But it might have been, and I never repented. I brought all this on myself; and while I cannot feel guiltless in God's sight, I cannot expect it to turn out well.' 'Turn out well,' repeated the Doctor. 'We want Ethel to tell us that this very repentance and owning of the sin, is turning out well--better than going on in it.' 'I can see that,' said Leonard. 'I do hope that if--if I can take this patiently, it may show I am sorry for the real thing--and I may be forgiven. Oh! I am glad prisoners are not cut off from church.' Dr. May pressed his hand in much emotion: and there was a silence before another question--whether there were nothing that could be of service. 'One chance there is, that Sam might relent enough to put that receipt where it could be found without implicating him. He must know what it would do for me.' 'You are convinced that he has it?' 'There must be papers in the book valuable to him; perhaps some that he had rather were not seen. Most likely he secured it in the morning. You remember he was there before the police.' 'Ay! ay! ay! the scoundrel! But, Leonard, what possessed you not to speak out at the inquest, when we might have searched every soul on the premises?' 'I did not see it then. I was stunned by the horror of the thing--the room where I had been so lately, and that blood on my own rifle too.
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