It was all I could do at one time not to faint, and I had no notion
they would not take my explanation; then, when I found it rejected, and
everything closing in on me, I was in a complete maze. It was not till
yesterday, when I was alone again, after having gone over my defence
with Mr. Bramshaw, and shown what I could prove, that I saw exactly how
it must have been, as clear as a somnambulist. I sometimes could fancy
I had seen Sam listening at the window, and have to struggle not to
think I knew him under the stable wall.'
'And you are not such a--such a--so absurd as to sacrifice yourself to
any scruple, and let the earth be cumbered with a rascal who, if he be
withholding the receipt, is committing a second murder! It is not
generosity, it is suicide.'
'It is not generosity,' said the boy, 'for if there were any hope, that
would not stop me; but no one heard nor saw but myself, and I neither
recognized him--no, I did not--nor heard anything definite from my
uncle. Even if I had, no one--no one but you, believes a word I speak;
nay, even my own case shows what probabilities are worth, and that I
may be doing him the same wrong that I am suffering. I should only
bring on myself the shame and disgrace of accusing another.'
The steady low voice and unboyish language showed him to be speaking
from reflection, not impulse. The only tremulous moment was when he
spoke of the one friend who trusted him, and whom his words were
filling with a tumult of hope and alarm, admiration, indignation, and
perplexity.
'Well, well,' the Doctor said, almost stammering, 'I am glad you have
been open with me. It may be a clue. Can there be any excuse for
overhauling his papers? Or can't we pick a hole in that alibi of his?
Now I recollect, he had it very pat, and unnecessarily prominent. I'll
find some way of going to work without compromising you. Yes, you may
trust me! I'll watch, but say not a word without your leave.'
'Thank you,' said Leonard. 'I am glad it is you--you who would never
think a vague hope of saving me better than disgrace and dishonour.'
'We will save you,' said the Doctor, becoming eager to escape to that
favourite counsellor, the lining of his brougham, which had inspired
him with the right theory of many a perplexing symptom, and he trusted
would show him how to defend without betraying Leonard. 'I must go and
see about it. Is there anything I can do for you--books, or anything?'
No, th
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