felt.
To Dr. May alone was the depth of pain betrayed; but another comforter
proved more efficient in cheering the prisoner, namely, Mr. Wilmot,
who, learning from the Doctor the depression of their young friend,
hastened to endeavour at imparting a new spring of life on this
melancholy birthday. Physically, the boy was better, and perhaps the
new day had worn off somewhat of the burthen of anticipation, for Mr.
Wilmot found him already less downcast, and open to consolation. It
might be, too, that the sense that the present was to have been his
last day upon earth, had made him more conscious of the relief from the
immediate shadow of death, for he expressed his thankfulness far more
freely and without the effort of the previous day.
'And, depend on it,' said Mr. Wilmot, 'you are spared because there is
something for you to do.'
'To bear,' said Leonard.
'No, to do. Perhaps not immediately; but try to look on whatever you
have to bear, not only as carrying the cross, as I think you already
feel it--'
'Or there would be no standing it at all.'
'True,' said Mr. Wilmot; 'and your so feeling it convinces me the more
that whatever may follow is likewise to be looked upon as discipline to
train you for something beyond. Who knows what work may be in store,
for which this fiery trial may be meant to prepare you?'
The head was raised, and the eyes brightened with something like hope
in their fixed interrogative glance.
'Even as things are now, who knows what good may be done by the
presence of a man educated, religious, unstained by crime, yet in the
same case as those around him? I do not mean by quitting your natural
place, but by merely living as you must live. You were willing to have
followed your Master in His death. You now have to follow Him by
living as one under punishment; and be sure it is for some purpose for
others as well as yourself.'
'If there is any work to be done for Him, it is all right,' said
Leonard, cheerily; and as Mr. Wilmot paused, he added, 'It would be
like working for a friend--if I may dare say so--after the hours when
this place has been made happy to me. I should not mind anything if I
might only feel it working for Him.'
'Feel it. Be certain of it. As you have realized the support of that
Friend in a way that is hardly granted, save in great troubles, so now
realize that every task is for Him. Do not look on the labour as
hardship inflicted by mistaken authori
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