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ing to ask of you," she said,--"something to request." "What is it?" I exclaimed,--almost sharply. "It is that you would not invite Alphonse to come here any more,--that you would never speak of my going out with him again, but encourage his leaving here,--and that you would give me more of your society." "Pray, what does all this mean, Eudora?" I demanded. "Alphonse and you have been quarrelling, I suppose." "No, my husband." "Then, what do you mean by such nonsense?" I asked, in an irritated tone. "I scarcely have courage to tell you," she cried,--"for I fear it will make us both forever miserable." Thoroughly aroused by this astounding avowal, I repeated, in a stern tone and without one touch of sympathy, my demand for an explanation. She knelt lovingly at my feet,--not in a posture submissive or humiliating, but as if thus she could get nearer my heart,--and began, calmly:-- "Sometimes, my husband, I have thought my feelings for you were such as I ought to entertain for my father or an elder brother. I venerate and admire your character; I would die for you,--oh, how willingly!--but sometimes I fear it is not _love_ I feel for you." She paused, and looked at me earnestly. "How long have you felt as you now do?" I asked, with an icy calmness. "I do not know. I cannot tell. But I have not thought of it seriously till Alphonse came here,--and I want you to send him away." "And do you love Alphonse?" I asked, slowly. "Oh, God! I do not know. I cannot tell what is the matter with me. Perhaps it is mere infatuation. Alas! I cannot tell." "And why do you come with this to me?" I said sneeringly, devil that I was. "Because you are my husband,--because you are wise and strong and good, and the only one who can advise me,--because I am in danger, and you can save me," she cried, looking imploringly on my frigid features. "And for that purpose you come to _me?_" "I do, I do!" she exclaimed. At the same time she threw her arms around me passionately, buried her face in my bosom, and wept. There was a struggle within me,--not violent nor desperate, but calm and cold,--while the face of that fair young creature was pressed close to my heart by her own arms thrown clingingly around me. I did not move the while; I did not respond to her sad embrace even by the slightest pressure of my hand. Yet I was all the time conscious that a pure and noble being was supplicating me for help,--a being who
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